I am sad and broken hearted. I cried so much today. But I don’t know how to nor who should I talk to about it. There’s just too many things going on in my head. I just want to stay in bed and cry until there will be no more tears that will pour from my eyes. But I need to be at work. I need to live and make a living. Well at least I have something to divert my attention into. But still his memory keeps on interfering. I can’t help but stalk him. It just hurts so bad. It hurts really, really bad. I miss him.